"Forever in our hearts you will always be" / Judy Strough (Memorial Mom )
"I might be gone but I'm not far;
You'll see my face in every star!"
I LOVE AND MISS YOU DAVID!!!!! / MOMMA
If We Could Bring You Back Again
If we could bring you back again For one more hour or day We’d express all our unspoken love; We’d have countless things to say.
If we could bring you back again We’d say we treasured you And that your presence in our lives Meant more than we ever knew.
If we could bring you back again To tell you what we should You’d know how much we miss you now And if we could we would.
By Joanna Fuchs
SITTING HERE JUST THINKING OF OUR DAVID / CATHY~DAVID'S LOVING MA'
I'M JUST SITTING LOOKING AT ALL THE PHOTOS AND BEAUTIFUL GRAPHICS WITH DAVID'S PICTURE, THE MEMORY OF HIM BURNED IN MY HEART AND MIND!! HIS LAUGH, HIS SMILE, THE WAY HE ALWAYS TOOK CARE OF ME; HOW HE WAS ALWAYS THERE WHEN ANY OF US NEEDED HIM!! I'M SO SAD, I MISS HIM SO VERY MUCH. WE ALL DO!!! THIS PAIN IS THE WORST, YA KNOW? I STILL CANNOT CRASP THE FACT THAT HE IS REALLY GONE. OVER 3 YEARS NOW. HOW CAN IT BE?? I JUST WANT TO PICK UP THE PHONE AND CALL HIM, I WANT TO SEE HIS BEAUTIFUL SMILE AND HOLD HIS HAND. TO YELL AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS "I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU" !!!! I WANT TO HAVE SOMEONE JUST HOLD ME AND LET ME CRY UNTIL MY EYES ARE DRY AND MY HEART STOPS HURTING!!!!! REMEMBERING THE FEAR IN HIS EYES THE LAST TIME I SAW HIM! HE WAS SO SICK AND IN SUCH PAIN! THEN A WEEK LATER HE WAS GONE! NO GOODBYES, NO LAST KISS ON THE CHEEK, NO LAST " I LOVE YOU" I HATE THIS!! I REALLY HATE THIS!! OUR FAMILY HAS BEEN TORN APART, NO ONE ABLE TO SPEAK HIS NAME WITHOUT FEELING THE PAIN SHOOT THROUGH OUR HEARTS. EVERY ONE KEEPING THEIR FEELINGS TO THEMSELVES!! WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT HIM. WE NEED TO PUT HIM IN HIS WAITING PLACE. BRIAN HAS DAVID'S URN AT HIS HOUSE. HE SHOULDN'T BE THERE, BUT WHERE?? WHERE DO WE PUT HIS ASHES?? NO ONE SEEMS TO AGREE. I KNOW WE WILL SEE HIM AGAIN AND NOTHING IS GOING TO STOP THAT~BUT HOW LONG? HOW LONG DO I WAIT??? HOW LONG DO I FEEL THIS PAIN OF MISSING HIM SO MUCH??? IT'S JUST NOT FAIR!! THAT'S LIFE 'THEY' SAY~SHIT HAPPENS 'THEY' SAY. WE NEED TO MOVE ON 'THEY' SAY!!! BUT NO ONE IS TELLING ME HOW?? WHERE ARE 'THEY' ? WHO ARE 'THEY'?? PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOT SUFFERED A PAIN LIKE THIS, THAT'S WHO 'THEY' ARE. 'THEY' HAVE NO IDEA WHAT 'THEY' ARE TALKING ABOUT!!! NO IDEA!!!
~NO IDEA~
WE MISS OUR DAVE SO BAD!!!
Thinking of You & David Today (Hugs Cathy) / Diane/Mom To Angel Jimmy Brozzetti The Saddest Word Goodbye
When God calls our children to dwell with him above We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of his love For no heartache compares with the death of one child Who does so much to make our world seem so wonderful& mild Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to his fold So he picks a rosebud before it can grow old. God knows how much we need them and so He takes but few. To make the land of heaven more beautiful to view Believing this is difficult still somehow we must try The saddest word mankind knows will always be GOOD-BYE So when a child departs we who are left behind Must realize God loves children. Angels Are Hard To Find……….
Happy Halloween / Myers Family
♥ THANK~YOU FOR REMEMBERING MY DAUGHTER, MICHEALAH / Melissa Scatto (Adopted Sister )
WE'LL BE TOGETHER AGAIN, ONE DAY / MOM~COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS~
"Thinking of you" / Judy~Mom To Angel ~~Curtis Dawson~~ (Memorial Mom )
Thinking about you dear David and Cathy God bless you each and every day!!!
"David"/ ~Barbara~ ^i^ Caroline's ~Nana~
Thinking of You This Fall... / Jeri~Laquan's Mom (A Special Bond In Friendship )
OUR Mom Is A Survivor / BRIAN-DUSTY-KEVIN GIRAUD (BEEN REVISED )
Mom Is A Survivor
OUR Mom is a survivor or so we've heard it said. But we can hear her crying at night when all others are in bed.
we watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand. She doesn't know we're there, to help her understand.
But like the sands on the beach that never wash away... we watch over our surviving mom who thinks of Dave each day.
She wears a smile for others... a smile of disguise! But through her door we see tears flowing from her eyes.
our mom tries to cope with Dave's death to keep His memory alive. But anyone who knows her, knows it's her way to survive.
we know that doesn't help her... or ease the burden she bears. So if you get a chance, go visit her... and show her that you care.
For no matter what she says... no matter what she feels. our surviving mom has a broken heart that only God can heal. ......Modified by Cathy's Sons;
BRIAN, DUSTYN AND KEVIN
ONE DAY WE WILL HAVE YOU BACK ~ / MOMMA
~MEMORIES SWEET MEMORIES~KEEP YOU ALIVE IF ONLY IN PHOTOGRAPHS~LOOKING UPON YOUR SMILING FACE~KEEPS YOUR MEMORY IN OUR SPECIAL PLACE~
*THE JOY OF KNOWING THIS SORROW IS NOT FOREVER~WE KNOW THE DAY IS COMING WHEN WE AGAIN WILL BE TOGETHER*
"You meant so much to all of us you were special and thats no lie you brightened up the darkest day and the cloudiest sky
your smile alone warmed hearts your laugh was like music to hear I would give absolutely anything to have you well and standing near
not a second passes when you're not on our minds your love we will never forget the hurt will ease in time
many tears I have seen and cried they have all poured out like rain I know that you are happy now and no longer in any pain"
..........Author Unknown
~MEMORIES MEMORIES MEMORIES~
~OUR LIVES HAVE CHANGED ~ WE MISS & LOVE DAVID SO~ / MOM~
~I HAD A DREAM LAST NIGHT AND THE DREAM WAS ABOUT DAVE~HE WAS STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, SO HANDSOME WITH HIS BEAUTIFUL SMILE AND AS HE LOOKED AT ME, HE SIMPLY SAID "WHAT MA?" AND I LOOKED UP AT HIM WITH ALL LOVE IN MY HEART AND SAID " CAN I HAVE A HUG?" HE SAID NOTHING UNTIL I FELT HIS ARMS HOLDING ME SO TIGHT, THEN HE SAID,
" MA IT'S GOING TO BE ALRIGHT"
DREAMS ARE ONLY OUR SUB-CONSCIENCE RELIVING MOMENTS IN OUR LIFE THAT ARE OR WERE SPECIAL IN SOME WAY OR ANOTHER, NOTHING MORE, NOTHING LESS! I DO WELCOME DREAMS OF OUR DAVID, BUT I KNOW IN MY HEART AND MIND, IT'S NOT REALLY HIM. IT'S MY MEMORIES COMING ALIVE FOR JUST A FLEETING MOMENT. SOMEDAY, HOLDING HIM AGAIN, WILL BE A REALITY, NOT JUST A DREAM!!! PRAISE GOD*
~COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS UNTIL WE SEE U AGAIN~ / MOM~LOVING YOU, TODAY TOMORROW, ALWAYS*
~THIS CANDLE I LIGHT JUST FOR YOU WITH SO MUCH LOVE IN MY HEART~
THIS LOVE I'VE HELD DEEP WITHIN FROM THE VERY START.
REMEMBERING ALL THE YESTERDAYS THE TIME I HAD WITH YOU~
NOW I SIT AND FEEL SO SAD AND SO BLUE~
WANTING JUST ONE MORE DAY ONE MORE HOUR ONLY HOLDING YOU~
MEMORIES LAST A LIFETIME, LOVE FOR ETERNITY** / MOM
Till Healing Comes
My heart is closing deep inside from all the pain I feel; while others are so full of joy my hurt feels very real. I want to find a bit of light but part of me feels dead and though I see the joy around my soul is sad instead. It's hard to enter deeply in when you're no longer here. It's like the lights have all gone out and won't be lighting up this year. And so this year I must be just how it is I am. So that soon my heart can heal I'll do the best I can. The only thing that I can do is to stay present in the now to feel my grieving pain and trust I'll heal somehow. As this year gently comes and as my heart is torn in two. I'll open just a little bit as I'm deeply missing you. I'll trust the gift of life that's here and trust that I'm ok and be with how it is right now... ..till healing comes my way.
by Bev Swanson
CAN'T FORGET, CAN'T STOP MISSING YOU** / MOMMA~
~LOVING MISSING YOU~
MY HEART IS BROKEN~SHATTERED IN PIECES :-( / MOMMA
HE WHO IS MY SON
"As a baby I cuddled you in my arms And smothered your sweet face with kisses. I vowed I would never let you go. As a child I pushed you to study hard And learn all the good things From the world around you. As a young man I encouraged you To follow your dreams and pray be passionate about all your choices. And then I did the hardest thing I ever had to do… That which I vowed I would never do… I had to let you go."
FOREVER REMEMBERING DAYS GONE BY~ / MOM MY SON~MY HEART
Happy Fall / Myers Family
I'M SORRY DAVID~I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER~ / MOMMA
WITHOUT YOU DAVID:
"I've never been through this before And I don't know if I can take much more. It's been so long since I held you close You are my son and it's death that you chose. Without you my life is not the same And without you I feel such pain I feel like I've lost almost everything! All I want is for you to come back again. Without you nothing will ever be the same And without you everything's seems to be in vain. Without you I just fade away Because without you David everydays just another sad day!
When did things go so wrong?? Had I figured it out would you still have gone? Sometimes I think it was really just a tragedy Or did you miss your chance because of me? Without you my life is not the same And without you I feel such pain! I feel like I've lost almost everything. All I want is for you to come back to me. Without you nothing is the same And without you everything's seems to be in vain. Without you I just fade away Because without youDavid everydays just another sad day!"